To be or not to be

Is it really ok or am I just trying too hard to convince myself it is? Is this what I’m looking at or is it just a phase? Am I being petty and unreasonable or am I made so? No idea. All I know is I haven’t figured out a way to make whatever chokes my breaths go away and don't want it to come back to bite on my ass. Indecisive, thou art my middle name. If only personal affairs were as easy as others'.

Human beings are such funny creatures whose happiness interests no one except themselves but whose plight intrigues everyone including themselves. O.B.S.E.S.S.I.O.N. Can I just get over this once and for all please?!